Dear Evan, I feel your pain that aching heart that yearns for your loved one to come back. Barbara was your world, your partner, she was your everything, she was your special lady and I know you will miss her everyday, every minute of the days. The one consolation I can give you is, in time that hurt will be lighter. I will always remember her, her laugh, her voice. I loved her way of being, how she carried herself. I will never forget the one thing that I would tease her on and that was her smoking. I would catch her smoking in the hall way and tell her Barb your going to get in trouble because she didn't want to go downstairs to smoke and it was prohibited to smoke in the building. We would always have a good laugh. Now she is with her Maggy. She will be missed but not forgotten. May her body rest in peace now and her soul is one and healthy next to God and his children. God bless you Evan and may the angels keep you at peace knowing Barbara is one of them.